1. |
why I am this way
04:45
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I'm so disgustingly average
I thought I was a star
Molested and rejected
my Mom bought me my car
and I don't have no skills
cuz i"m just fucking lazy
I smoke crack once a month
and try not to go crazy
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2. |
death is my friend
02:50
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Nobody wants to know
That's what's killing me
In other ways I'll show
show you how I feel
I'm a guy that can not cry
so death is my friend
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3. |
everything's dying
02:51
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Everyone's dying
soon you'll be dead
Everything's dying
soon you'll be dead
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4. |
I can't follow through
02:23
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no one wants me because I don't
know what to do, I can't follow through
all I need is someone like you
to give me an answer and stop being rude
...and say hello, but they just laugh cuz I don't know
to stop from talking
about things, that they don't like
I can't stop my crying
I'm talking a lot, I'm talking a lot
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5. |
in 6 months I'm dead
04:32
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i wish for death, it makes me crack a smile
conservative student life
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6. |
always against me
04:33
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everywhere I want to go
everyone just tells me no
everything I want just cannot be
it's against me
always against me
everything I love, that can never be
always against me
I lose, I lose, over and over
it's against me
always against me
everywhere I go, watching my tv
always the same thing
everyone I see, nothing here for me
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7. |
I wish for sleep
03:06
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I wish to sleep
I want to leave
and I don't care anymore
no one will know
that I have gone
I don't care anymore
the one's that do
they want something
they'll get something
before they're through
all of the others become upset
I want to sleep
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8. |
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9. |
and now I'm here
04:41
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yes I can see, why it was fun
trying to live, not be stuck
and now I'm here, I'm all fucked up
I'm trying to live, and not be stuck
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10. |
it doesn't matter
02:43
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forever free
inside my cage
doesn't matter who I am
doesn't matter why
I won't wake up
doesn't work that way
when there's no night
and there's no day
I ruined it all
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11. |
walled existence
02:22
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cuz nothing matters
not you or me
not sex or youth
or even dreams
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12. |
goodbye again
03:20
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the sweet feeling of sorrow
is upon me again
and I don't mind
it's my friend
an old friend that comes and goes
and stays today to let me know
... I love it so
and drives away all friend and foe
goodbye again, hello to you
my only friend, you never grew
but stayed the same, just for me
and in your cage, I feel so free
my only friend, you stayed the same
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13. |
and so this is life
03:35
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no one's there when I need them
they're all there when I'm gone
and so this is life
this life is against me
and this life wants to kill me
and no one's around
so I don't get love
and i don't get love because they say
you only get what you give
(I'm not around)
this life is against me
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Darling Freakhead Oakland, California
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