I've been proved wrong
I know it's so
I've seen it happen
on the telephone
'cause once in a while they say hello
and wonder if I want to go
to some thing, or event, or share
a piece of love that they give and
it's nice and it makes me want to
cry sometimes
I don't dwell, hope you know
I just have to let it show, and I
hope that there's more of my
co-dependent death occurring
so slowly it goes with every call
it will go and my
mind wants to kill me!
my mind is trying to kill me.
I must stab myself in the mind!
Why is it that it's me?
why does it always have to come from me?
when I don't care, love comes to town
when I care, it's never around
when I don't care, love comes to town
when I care, it's never around
when I don't care, love comes to town
when I care, it's never around
fucking Die!
spirit fucker's trying to toy with me
trying to kill
but I will STAB THE MIND!!!
stupid fucking heart's so fucking lame
hate myself tomorrow, hate yesterday
when I don't need help then all will say "hey"
when I want to die, they all run away
why?!!! when I really need help, they all run away.
The terrific new record from Nyxy Nyx recalls the best of the early ’90s—slow-moving, shoegaze-adjacent songs with woozy melodies. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 11, 2022